There is much pain of hurt and anger.
How I wish it would become a stranger.
No hiding or becoming invisible.
Long, Live the constant riddle.
In need of a thought to forget.
For it all is only making me sick.
One punch after another.
Out of breath, with an anchor.
This too shall pass.
For pray and hope is all she has.
~Stacey 10-17-11
I heard when it rain it pours.
My umbrella is broken, and I'm drowning to the core.
Things are not looking up as I would like them to be
Oh what a day, I wish I wasn't me.
So as I end with hoping tomorrow is better.
I'm venting to you as I write this letter.
Now I will pray for the Lord's grace and mercy.
There's always tomorrow to be of blessing.
~Stacey 10-19-11
Why hate me, when there is so much to love about me.
Why not get to know me, and embrace my glee.
Why make up lies and waste your energy.
When you can have the same strut and tendency.
Why be angry for something I cannot help.
The Lord made me, I was made to prep.
Get to know me and see what I have to offer.
Instead of being jealous, and in constant wonder.
~Stacey 10-22-11
My sister is leaving, and my sorrow is deep.
Tsk! Why does this brings me to my knee.
For her to not be a mile or two away.
Cringes the thought of needing her everyday.
As this move is a blessing for us all.
I hate she's leaving, can't wait for the long calls.
I pray that God will make this last week easy.
Because I'm already crying and trying to keep busy.
I wish I could take a nap and it all will be over soon.
But I can't miss a time or conversation, I have to be in tune.
As I wipe the tears and be strong for her and mom.
I really wish, it wasn't happening at all.
~Stacey 10-23-11 happy birthday sister.
before i met you I felt your spirit cab
even now i don't know how i messed things up
overbearing, insecure just a few that seems to be in the cup
but i have learned and adapted to where I went wrong
but for some reason it doesn't matter if you don't see the long
miss you.. hope you found what you were looking for in me
for i now know i couldn't do what we both needed
So say a prayer for me and don't forget yourself
as there's a file of you in my heart that is near and kept
~Stacey 03-14-12
