Not Knowing What’s Next…..

Not Knowing What’s Next….. I’m at a point in my life right now, where I do not know what’s next, for I do not know what is to come, when or who my next relationship is with, where would my next career take me or take place. What I do know is that I’m moving forward, taking each day as it is handed to me, and trying my best to make each one count and make the best of it by making it productive. Knowing what I want to do, but capable of only doing what I need to do, which in many cases of our lives is never the same. In order to do what you want to do, requires certain amenities, tools, steps, and planning. But where do we find the time, to grasp those things we want to do and the things we’re passionate about, without losing hold of what we have to do, what’s demanded and needed out of us now. As my epoch proceeds itself, and moves on with or without me, I have no choice but to move along with it. I look into not only what I can do each day to make it count, but into someone else’s day and find a place where I can make their day count too.

When we come to these certain points in our lives, you have to learn to take them positively. I’ve learned to not beat myself up over what I have no control over, the situations where I could not have change the outcome, or done different. I’ve also learn to not base my past actions on what I've do now, just to have assurance on bypassing the same mistakes for my future, but to just be positive in not KNOWING whats next.

This is when God loves to do the most in our lives, which is to surprise us by the things we’ve taken trust in, and to bring us out of.  So when you think of where you are now, the routine of your life, rather if it’s at your employment or in a relationship, relax and enjoy it everyday.

Without knowing what’s to come is the best part about living, take the time and inspect your own expectancy, and surprise yourself. Do something out the ordinary for once, try something new, learn something different, take a different route home. Don’t wait until you’re forced out of that normal routine and left in a state of not knowing what’s going on, or what’s happening. Start now and plan for a better future, an exciting outcome. I’ve been taken from a routine in my life that has been consistent for more than five years, and it took me days to understand this is not my plan nor my schedule, but to realize what I was missing, what I am now able to appreciate and love about life. I still don’t know what’s to come, however I know something is coming far greater than where I was, and not knowing what that is but the caliber of what it is going to be.

Trusting in God is not knowing, but believing! There’s A Reason for every Season!