For this is my passion

As A Child we are always taught to love each other, our friends, our family, and to be listed first on the list ”Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ” My love for writing has brought me here, I have so much to say, and so much to share… I love making a difference, helping someone, being acknowledge for something great, that has brought a smile to someone’s face… to sum it up “I love”… and there has been times of loving someone or something, and it has been taken from me or not expressed back, even at times not knowing how to love or when to love! The last so many, many years of my life, I have endured much change, many lessons, and numerous great moments… and I want to start my first publicly known message about love to all of you in readers land… Hope you like what I express, I hope some of you don’t, you may be asking why, the reason is: “that’s how I learn”… by rejection, most of us want to know the reasons of rejections, the dislikes, the disappointments, which causes us to research, analyze, regroup, think over and understand… in the process of all of that, you are learning.

 For this is something I want to share and was inspired to write, by being in love

I love him, at one point felt as though I needed him. He cares about me, but thinks of reasons not too. Looks for faults in me to move on, he can’t walk away, neither can I. We argued last night and months before, I just don’t know what to do anymore. I miss him dearly, and I’ve tried my best to do what was needed, but I can’t- we can’t- continue to fault each other, it’s just not succeeding. I’ve finally did all what I felt God has told me to do, I’m now at rest, my mind is at ease, I can’t do no more its God’s pain to ease. Words of reflection and feelings left our tongues, but ended with the voice of one saying goodnight and the other with tears of saying ok, all is done, time to believe in the things unseen, to move forward and understand. My conclusion is for me to relax and watch the Lord move through me and his life as an unforeseen mist of love and grace, and then my, his, and our story continues.

love is but of all things made of, it’s what makes the universe itself revolve around the circle of life. Despite the way love may be used negative from the ones that don’t understand or choose to use it manipulatively, you have to always love the next best thing stronger, and never be afraid to take the chance of letting someone love you, for you may miss the greatest thing of all that God wants to possess in everyone’s life, which is “to be in love”! For yes it hurts, it conquers all, it endures and takes away smiles, it forecast tears, and it’s forever confusing at times. But it produces forgiveness, builds families, births smiles, and breathes laughter. Something you can’t see is yet so powerful. It takes time to understand or even get to a point of wanting love, but it will be someone or something that comes into your life, and give you a slight portion of what it actually feels like, to make you set out on a journey’s quest in finding it… for I know, I’ve experienced it.. but it took me to get hurt by it, to have someone misuse it, to appreciate it when it finally arrived. Love today and be anxious to love tomorrow, for the things we love and will come to love or the ones that last a lifetime.

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for those i love and dedicate this to,

My Masterpiece and daughter “Mekenzie”, My mentor, big sis and confident “Stephanie”, My back bone, encouragement, and mother “Mary Woods”, Mylan, Olivia, and Shelbi which has concreted smiles on my face!

and to my friends “Erika” who always encourage me to be me, for this is what makes me great! “Tan” for no matter where the world takes me, she’s along for the ride, "Tasha" for NEVER forgetting a birthday! and to the rest of you fabulous girls for the stepping stones, red marks and arrows pointing me in the right directions at the right times, this is for you, and to the one I unexpectedly fell in love with*

 forever thine, forever mine, forever ours

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Update People! I just want to say to those of you who took the time out of your busy day, to read my first article, to not only read it, but comment, and then on top of that sent me a personal message, saying the words of Admire, Appreciate, Thank You, and "you go girl" I love you guys and cherish you very much! those comments encouraged me and made me realize who my besties were!